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[Aug. 9th, 2005|05:38 am] |
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Hmm.. I'm leaving for the airport in less than three hours. Everything that happened in the past 24 hours doesn't seem real. This is my last entry.. I don't know if I'll get a chance to update at all in the next year.
I've been nervous as hell. I haven't not had a knot in my stomach. Well it's 5:40 AM now and Brad just left. Weird. We went to visit Haley about four hours ago.. it doesn't seem like that happened. It was nice though.
I think my Turkishair flight from Istanbul to Ankara got canceled. You were supposed to reconfirm at least 72 hours in advance otherwise they automatically cancel your seat reservations, and I read that important message about 48 hours in advance .. so I called them to reconfirm and they gave me a website.. and I emailed the reconfirmation thing and I received no response. lol.
Another funny thing: my life could have been 30974390478 times easier if my bank card came in the mail yesterday. Now I will have NO MONEY. Or maybe I will, but for a crappy exchange rate.
I wonder when the next time I'll feel completely calm will be.. probably in a few months from now. I'm freaking out. In a few hours I will no longer be able to communicate with anyone, there will be a different language, there will be a different system of measurements, there will be a different time system. Even little things like calling 6 PM "18:00" will be insane.
Maybe I should attempt to sleep. Maybe it's pointless.
It's weird to think that I'm almost an inbound. I wish I wasn't so nervous. This is how I feel when I have to give a presentation or something.. it's not really going to be that bad, but I make it way worse in my head.
Okay. Well. Here I go.
This is.. surreal. |
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